:: Enter the Asylum ::

:: Tuesday, March 09, 2004 ::

Lucha de gigantes

Lucha de gigantes
convierte,
el aire en gas natural
un duelo salvaje
advierte,
lo cerca que ando de entrar
En un mundo descomunal
siento mi fragilidad.

Vaya pesadilla
corriendo,
con una bestia detras
dime que es mentira todo,
un sueno tonto y no mas
Me da miedo la enormidad
donde nadie oye mi voz.

Deja de enganar
no quieras ocultar
que has pasado sin tropezar
monstruo de papel
no se contra quien voy
o es que acaso hay alguien mas aqui?

Creo en los fantasmas terribles
de algun extrano lugar
y en mis tonterias
para hacer tu risa estallar

En un mundo descomunal
siento tu fragilidad.

Deja de enganar
no quieras ocultar
que has pasado sin tropezar
monstruo de papel
no se contra quien voy
o es que acaso hay alguien mas aqui?

Deja que pasemos sin miedo.

:: Soyster Tuesday, March 09, 2004 [+] ::
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errr.
:: Soyster Tuesday, February 03, 2004 [+] ::
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for how long will i be angry?

i've been asking myself that question since i realized i was mad at this particular person. who that person is, i must not say---- to those of you who read my blog, all of you are cleared. no worries.

so how long will i be angry?

wouldn't you get mad if you were always used as an escape-goat?
wouldn't you get mad if you can't even wear your own clothes without being criticized to death first?
wouldn't you be angry if people force you to think within the limits of their mindframe?

wouldn't you?

"what else should i be? all apologies?" ---kurt cobain

NOT.

i am soooooooooo fuckin' pissed off.
:: Soyster Saturday, January 31, 2004 [+] ::
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i have a new journal. from now on, i will be using tabulas more often....

www.tabulas.com/~soyster

have fun.

thanks!
:: Soyster Tuesday, January 27, 2004 [+] ::
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i heard this catchy song by a brit band called the darkness. the song 'i believe in the thing called love' is...um...good. i actually liked it; i didn't get the lyrics though until i went out of my way and looked it up online. um..... i sort of don't like it anymore. ..don't like it that much.

enough about that.

travis will be having a concert at the wilshire, on the 29th and 30th (25 minutes from here!!!). tickets cost $35 each, general admission. i'd really love to go, but my folks wouldn't let me.

sheesh.

still missing school, missing friends, missing everything.

oh well.

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current song: everlong (acoustic)--- foo fighters


Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong

Tonight I throw myself in two
Out of the red
Out of her head she sang

Come down and waste away with me
Down with me
Slow, how you wanted it to be
I'm over my head
Out of her head she sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

Breathe out
So I can breathe you in
Hold you in
And now
I know you've always been
Out of your head
Out of my head I sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She Sang

And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

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lovely guitars!!!

this song made me a foo fighters fan!

:: Soyster Monday, January 26, 2004 [+] ::
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i am currently building my own personal pages. i just don't know if it will look anything like a website or whatever.

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went to the park with mom, dad, tabachoy, and boy kabute (my brothers). they enjoyed themselves by playung rugby and i contented myself with the very fun activity of picking up fallen acorns and pine cones.

i'm soooooooooo not into sports. i can't even throw a ball (properly) if my life depended on it.

brrr.... it's still freezing cold.


:: Soyster Sunday, January 25, 2004 [+] ::
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wow!

THIS IS THE LAST THING I EXPECTED.

since monday, i have been sulking (tangina, katulad din ng last year, hindi ako mananalo, blah blah blah). my mind was already set to my famous 'loser' mode.

what happened is a miracle, and i'm very thankful. without the people who helped me, i would still be nothing. siguro hindi na kao nagsulat at tumunganga na lang ako.

tere, carlos, magsy, karl, jenny, pb, yot, jomic, reggie, franz, jewel, dustin, sunny, anj, aj, atchie, chiqui.....at sa LAHAT ng mga kaibigan ko sa malate, sa lahat ng nagsabing kaya ko sumulat....SALAMAT. i love you guys! and i miss you. and i want to go home.

see you soon. (i really hope.)
:: Soyster Friday, January 23, 2004 [+] ::
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